You Deserve To Be Happy.

Have you ever woken up by midnight feeling like doing some strange things?
Yes,strange things i say.

Once i began doubting my health stability each time i'd have this unusual feeling of writing down my feelings in black and white,but in as much as Hope hates to accepts some things for fear of being taken advantage of........i'd tear those pieces off and dumb my dear feelings in the bin basket.
One can never get to see it in prints.

Where i'm i driving at?
Have you lived your whole life pleasing people around you?
It's high time baby.
Get out of that shell and do what pleases you.
2Timothy1:7 says "For God has not given us the spirit of fear and timidity,but of power,love and self-confidence".

Even God commands us to be bold and build our self-confidence.
So who is your spouse when God have spoken?
Who is your pastor when God have spoken?
Who are your parents when God have spoken?
Who is your uncle/aunty when God have spoken?
My dear it's high time.
Yeah,high time you started disobeying rules and breaking boundaries.
Make yourself happy.
Say no when the need arise and vise versa.
Most people claim it's badluck to be strong-willed......I kinda doubt this fact because i can say a disappointing " NO" to any human under the sun and walk out of them if need be.
I answer questions only when i choose to and i bet you......i won'nt be forced to.

Check this out.
Do you have a habit of taking chocolate every morning even before brushing your mouth?......Keep it up

Do feel at peace with yourself each time you block your ears with earphones just to listen to cool jamz?......Please carry on,as far as it pleases you.

You get satistied only when you finish four plates of food?....please go ahead,eat as much as you want.

You love lulling yourself to sleep?....It's super,please continue.

Even when you feel like popping some bottles,let nothing stop you........go ahead.

And writing is your hobby?
Just put your pen on that paper and let your feelings flow like rivers of water.

It all boils down to "HAPPINESS".
Give yourself maximum happiness because you so deserve it.
I hear some people say..." Let me grow older than this,i will start making decisions for myself" my dear,it will be super late.

At a point,mum wanted me to study medicine after failing in persuading me to opt in for science instead of arts in secondary school.
Though i was way too young to make decisions for myself,being aware of the fact that i owned my happiness,i stood my ground and continued with my area of specialization.

One thing you should know,never feel indebted to anyone who feed your soul with wags thereby making you think less of yourself.

Get out of that shell baby,so something and stop whinning about the inconveniences you encounter in the process of pleasing the damn nation.

Go out.....talk less,listen more,
And hey! Don't forget to be happy.