I get you. I liked to play a lot of CS:GO and all of my friends were always taking it way too seriously. I was able to learn strats, game economy, proper positioning and shooting in the game. But not because of a guide, but because I loved the game. Now with my internet I can't even play it. I have fun in games like Red Orchestra or Insurgency, or DayZ. If you want to have fun on a game we might happen to both own you should add me on steam, or origin :)