I have no idea what you're trying to say...

Be that as it may... In MY drunken state I went and wrote a SQL query just for you... of the 54 games you've played, you've won 24 and lost 30.

Fair enough... the "average player" will probably win ~50% and lose ~50% of the time... so you're "below the average" (maybe the RND generator sensed your IQ)...either way... still far from the 90% loss you're claiming, and no reason to downvote games where you're not a winner.