Last Bet—Three Weeks Ago

Yay! Three weeks to the day is the last bet I made.

I have no money after torching 13K over a two week span, but I feel powerful as can be. I mean NO money. Like, visas are maxed, maxed beyond the limit, and my debit has reached its overdraft limit. I know it will be tough in the next couple of days, but I feel like I have solid supports in place right now. 

It is funny how good having literally no money feels knowing that I will be paid in two days. It is a challenge. There is a rush. For a gambling addict this is exciting: "how will I make it through the next few days?!" 

I have not gambled in three weeks.

Today is a good day.