Last Bet—July 24th
Day 7/1 Week!
WO!
Another day without gambling. I have made it to a week. I haven't looked at any poker sites either, although that drive is really strong. I am worried about the day I have 50,000$ saved. That's a hilariously far way into the future, but I feel like I need to stay vigilant and respect how difficult the addiction is to manage.
Today I looked forward to chatting with the gambling part of my mind. I'm up at 6:00AM writing! How wonderful?!
Not gambling is fucking energizing. Hiding gambling was so much part of my life.
Today is a good day.