Hang in there, it is hard, Specially in the beginning. The trick is to not get overly Angry and say something that might bite you in the long run. You have a decent starting Reputation and on here this is key to Survival. Keep posting Good Content and you will go Far, but Patience is a Virtue on here. Take it from me (6 Reputation) anger gets you no where and rebuilding is a Huge mountain to climb. You will get there...Good Luck!