I always get 10s in upper secondary school but I still acknowledge that I am not that great. I am decent when compared to my class mates but when comparing to a native speaker, I am bad. I can read and write well enough but my talking skills are almost non-existent. There was this one occasion though when my talking abilities truly amazed me. I was chatting with 2 girls in Poland and my speech sounded better than it usually does in Finnish. The problem I have is that I can't talk well in any language.