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RE: Getting Lost (Friday Prompt)
God has a purpose to me. That time , I felt normal. I just smell bad in every breath I inhale exhale. I am now 54 years old this coming October 9. I am a suicidal person but I am stronger than those challenged because I am still alive and have purpose given to me. Being the eldest among siblings, I have all the responsibilities most especially when I was a child. They let me got absent to take care of my siblings then I saw my mother was pregnant again while the youngest sister was still infant, it made me cried worrying how could I go to school if they give me more siblings? That was the root of my child depressing moment. God save me.
Oh I see, this was a very serious issue, your parents didn't also notice it was making you depressed.
You are fortunate that the kerosene didn't have much effect on you my friend, is very dangerous to drink kerosene and if it had killed you, your parents will be very sad for a long time, am just happy you didn't die.
Am also the first child and my parents aren't financially stable, they request me for money to support the family and I get no option but to help them, this became a weekly something and am currently sad about it because I only earn money from steemit for the past one year now. Things like this always pressure me to keep on working hard here.
#wewrite
I am still lucky my friend. God is good .
Definitely 🙂