Hi mkkenny13! Those are good reflections and I sincerely hope you find yourself and inner peace soon, you're on the way to it!

i learned how to be alone
It's said that one must first learn to feel good by himself, for feeling good with others. ;)

This is the link for the next freewrite:
https://steemit.com/freewrite/@mariannewest/day-81-5-minute-freewrite-prompt-i-floss-my-tears