Big Wave -5minutefreewrite

For https://steemit.com/freewrite/@mariannewest/day-34-5-minute-freewrite-prompt-big-wave

There's a tsunami of enthusiasm crashing over me. I cannot contain it. Today is the biggest deal of all the todays in the history of ever. Do you think there's something more magnificent than today out there? Do you think there's another person in the world? There isn't! There's only you, and there's only now. The world revolves around you. Everything is from your perspective. ENTHUSIASM is contagious, they say! What is anything? Is it everything? CAN TODAY BE THE FIRST DAY OF THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!?

AIEEE! Said the tortoise to the hare. Oh no. What if... What if.... OH GOD, WHAT IF I MESS IT ALL UP?

Do I have faith in me? DO OTHER PEOPLE KNOW I'M BETTER THAN I KNOW I AM?

Oh no! Don't bother worrying everything is in your head hope is not a bad thing what if i mess it all up your faith in me is misplaced I'm inconsistent. I can't be

NO I CAN. SEND ME THE SIDES I WILL LEARN THEM AND YOU WOULD BE SO SURPRISED HOW GOOD I AM. I'm so good. Right? No. I can be if I work hard. I will work hard. Is hard work even required? What if I do it wrong? What if I try too hard and that makes me fail. CAN I SUCCEED?

Can I grasp at less than straws... SIGH. sigh. Hey, can you help? I need a second eye. What are other people like? CAN I BE TRUSTED? CAN I ANYTHING
I'm going to cry giant tears of all the emotions all at once.

a big wave of tears for a big wave of emotions.