If Only - Day 140 - 365 Days of Writing
If I had known all this I would have stayed clear, I actually thought it's a bed of roses full of love like I always see on TV, but my marriage is a contradiction of it all, had to clear my mind of a cheating spouse I went staring at my childhood hobby, the waters, tired of it all I stared at the pool like I always do in my childhood if only the water will give me a new beginning, perhaps I could turn the hands of time, I stood there watching and the next thing on my mind is suicide or divorce but I was looking for a final push from someone somewhere or anywhere, enough to catalyze my journey to the end, but the waters won't give me any answers as i stare at its quiet walk.
If only this water will wash away my mistakes, if only..
The above story is in response to a prompt by @mydivathings in a #365daysofwriting