Brain: Sure! You're ready! Give it a shot, find her in FB
Heart: Sure... I'll do it.
Innermost me: I bet I wont even find her. There's a guhthousandkintillion people with her name on FB
Brain: Yay me! I rule!
Heart: silently shrinks
Innermost me: Fuck... She's beautiful
Brain: Fuck... She's beautiful... But it's ok. I got my own. I'm not bad AT ALL
Heart: shrinks further
Innermost me: Ok, I guess it's about that time when you give up on yourself and wait for death in peace
Brain: I might just add her some other time... I mean, it's not like she remembers me or anything. I'd come off as creepy
Heart: has sunk into oblivion forever
Innermost me: It's a good time for internet to fail
Brain: I've got work to do. I better close FB
All three: write post so as to not get completely poisoned by this rotten feeling