Day 26 - Freewrite prompt- Depression!

Hey guys ,

So at last my exams are over!!!!!!

I really want to thank everyone who kept me in their heart and prayed for me , @simgirl , @iamjadeline , @byn , @lildebbiecakes , @everyone who prayed for me , I am praying for you guys too , thank you so much guys , I really needed God's help , it was okay , thanks to you guys prayers ❤️❤️❤️!

So now to today's Freewrite.

As I sat quietly on the corner of my bed ,
All I could see was darkness ,
And my thoughts grew deeper and deeper ,
I could no longer think straight,
I wanted to scream ,
Oh , I wanted to cry ,
I wanted it to end so bad ,
I wanted this pain to stop,
I wanted to know ,
To know what happiness felt like ,
To know what it felt to smile from the heart,
To know everything is going to be fine .

But that darkness took over me ,
It made me feel miserable,
It made me feel unworthy,
It made me feel ugly ,
It made me feel useless,
It made me feel like nothing,
All I could do was be sad ,
But suddenly , I saw a light ,
What is that ??
I wondered.

It was the light from the heaven ,
Calling my name ,
Saying ,
My dear , you are mine ,
You no longer need to carry all this by yourself,
You can give them to me ,
You can trust in me ,
You can open your heart to me ,
I will heal you ,
I will bless you ,
I will make you new ,
You shall be happy ,
You shall smile like there is no tomorrow,
Hearing God's voice ,
Gave me alot of hope ,
To live ,
To love ,
To see ,
To hear ,
The truth.

I am beautiful ,
I am worthy ,
I am smart ,
I am his ,
And he is mine .

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