I want to smile

Sweet works like magic for me lets see if steemit cam make me laugh at least smile. Trying to smile to watching Tom and Jerry cartoon, when i am really sad. But what is the problem? I could't smile at all. Where did you escape laughing? But the reason is clear to me, but I do not want to make it a bad reason. This strange life is filled with stories. I will have my cake now, if any one like to join just knock me in steemit. Thank you so much to join with me.