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RE: Flowers in my hometown
Are where you live there many trees and flowers?
If you are immersed in numbers, you will need an airy and quiet space :)
Thanks for coming @fral :)
Are where you live there many trees and flowers?
If you are immersed in numbers, you will need an airy and quiet space :)
Thanks for coming @fral :)
There are no grass, no flowers, no trees where I live.
I live in a city (Napoli or Naples in English) which is cool, but in all cyties there are very few places surrounded by nature...
I study in my room, I always hear music and start walking nervously around things (literally: I can walk around the table for hours XD)... In my city there is a park, it is lovely, when I was a child I used to go there but now I haven't got much time. Sometimes (many times...) I feel discomforted about my future, it seems to me I'm not going right; I know it is weird but in nature I feel more confident and it is like it's all fine.
It is a pleasure to see what you public :)
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Hi @fral
How are you?
Sorry for waiting, if you wait for my reply . hihi
You have a life of a philosopher, full of taciturn in thought. I remember a philosopher saying that "I think that means I exist". :)
About future, previously it was important in my thinking, but now i think differently. I think the future is something that doesn't exist yet & the present is more important. If I live well with the present time, the future comes to me no matter what I'm also happy with it because I do not regret what is present. Maybe as a way of existentialism and a bit of nature. :)
I think everything will be okay with you, unless you ask your brain to work too much :)
Hi @anhvu
I'm fine.
Yeah probably I live like a philosopher sometimes but not always...
At the moment I'm Poland thanks to a project called Erasmus, I'm in the countryside of a small city (Piotrków Trybunalski) where there are grass and plants everywhere, so I'm very happy.
My group of friends hasn't, let's say so, a good behavior; they drink a lot, everyday they do illegal things, etc.
So I don't feel like a philosopher much... But it always happens that at some point I want to stay alone and do nothing (like now).
Yeah, I know I can't spend my life thinking all the time about future (I have already got it) but anyway I can't spend my life without worrying about anything.
It's the way I am sometimes I have to worry XD
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It is great to explore the world and feel it. In Vietnam, people also drink a lot :) It's bad, but I can see there are many reasons for that.
:) PS: If you have found happiness when you are alone, you can say that you are very much like me! :) Great to meet you :)
I'm very happy to meet you too.
I think that people like us are pretty rare and when they meet it is even more unusual.
Anyway I don't want you to think about me as a boring person...
I (would) like to have fun but after something goes well I always get sad because I perceive that the "good sensation" I felt it's dead and that all the future good sensations will die as well: I perceive that nothing is eternal...
So I actually make a choice everyday: I ask myself if I have to get some fun and than remain in painfully thoughts for a while or if I have to stay alone and focus on other things so I don't think about my sadness and its reasons (that's why I study mathematics, etc.).
During this time in Poland (tomorrow I leave), I took the first choice and I drank a lot, I even smoked (I can't stand smoking) but I did it because I knew that I could be happy (temporarily) and trow away my sad thoughts...
So now I hope you don't think about me as a boring person: I'm sad, not boring :)
(I hope that my English will let you understand)
P.S.: During my life I found only few times what it seemed to me eternal happiness and I understood that it was already inside me... No one put it... Before I used to think that people that makes you fall in love are responsible for your happiness, and it's not! I understood that all the love you can donate it's already inside of you, the other person is just the owner of the key that makes your heart "open", and let you share your love...
You can learn to give a key to each person in the planet and love each of them, your love has no limits. I think that the only way to happiness is loving everyone without any expectation because loving just one person lead you to wonder and make expectations that a day or another will be unfulfilled...
But I'm not prepared to love all the people in the world...