I, Not Here. 😢 😢 : A #Weekendfreewrite.

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If someone will care to tell me what am doing here I think that would be better because some minutes ago I was resting on a chair with my daily newspaper right in front of me. Am sure I was reading my favourite column which was the Christian Apologetic by Dr. Shadrach, very renowned in the field. His ability to break down every misconception in the Christian race as well as points us to the pure supporting fact from various fields to back up his theory always astounds me. I later got to know I wasn't the only one. The most popular till date was his break down of scientific evolution with respect to biblical verses, Dr. Shadrach drew the attention of the world since that day, removing superstitions, fallacy, fable and every other conspiracy from history and showing us all the Holy Bible we carry is the most supreme.

My standing here in front of a big light able to blind the eyes but still doesn't made me count on so many possible scenario, been kidnapped was the first but my position can't put me in this position, being abducted, my security personnel just wouldn't let that happen, in heaven?, 😁 😁 now that's funny, rapture is no way near and am sure it's what everyone could see as it happens so where am I.

One last question poke through me since I started looking around , dead, for just two seconds the thought came back and the reality was dawned on me, am dead and am on this long list of people awaiting judgement. Took me awhile to compose myself and leave the thought of how my wife will feel now. The line was getting shorter before me but longer at the back, in few seconds it was my turn before the great throne, I already knew the drill, each man is shown all what he done and judged by it. I was more than ever confident as I approach the bigger than life screen stretching from the floor to the highest heaven both in length and height.

The replay started and on and on it goes till it get to where I first gave my life to Christ to the day I became a pastor, I laughed and was happy all through, the replay plays on non stop. Then I watched what looked like a mistake or error in video editing of heaven, the last time I checked through my Bible, they make no mistakes here, the first person to ever do that is now the ruler of hell. I saw myself commiting fornication with the choir mistress, I watched with horror how the devil lurked in a corner laughing at me from the screen. But the hope of a time I went to God for forgiveness and possibly told my wife was dashed as none was shown, which practically and literally means I never asked God for forgiveness, instantly I was sweating, drenched all over as I couldn't watch the remaining, I could have watched and pacify myself, watched how I, by the power of God raise the dead, heal the sick, miracles everywhere and finally became a world renowned man of God. I wanted at all cost to break the screen for now I know my end. Tears wouldn't stop flowing, I know am doomed, I know no unclean thing enters here, I know, I don't need to be told as I gave out a loud cry.

" Please, switch it off 😢 ".

"Not yet" the angel standing by the big screen replied.

I could only hear the remaining of it.

"Please, I can explain ".

"Not here".

All the miracles done by God through me looks like a curse now, the power and the anointing of God isn't a curse, am the one who wasn't watchful. The video ended but before I could look up to the heavens for mercy I saw a mighty wind which smells like a burning sulphur whisk me away, never to seen again.

To whom do I tell my story.

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It's a #weekendfreewrite for @mariannewest