This morning, between the market beceknya I queue to be served by a fishman.

This morning, between the muddy markets of the traditional, I queue to be served, in the fishmonger.

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"Very expensive, less deh, fish like this, not fresh," bargaining haired mother rebonding it.

"25ribu it already fit Mrs., because it's noon, kalo morning, not less than 30ribu," said the mother fishmonger.

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"Ahhh 20ribu if want, already ugly remnants like this really," the rebonding mother rebuking.

The old fishmonger's eyes blink softly, old eyes that always invite pity, staring at his wares. Still overlapping. The day began to drift. A nod he gave. Giving up on the situation. Life, did not give him much choice.

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And the old wizened hand began to scratch the fish. The tip of the finger blisters for too long exposed to water. Several wounds on his finger pierced sharp fish spines, sufficient as evidence, that his life is not sweet life studded with jasmine roses.

World,

Why are we so cruel to the weak? Why in some universe of self, we are so satisfied if we succeed in winning bids on people who have been shuffling for food?

What do we get from bargaining results? 3 or 5 thousand?

Will we rich with money that much? NO.

Money may accumulate, but the blessings of life will not be obtained. Could be, when cooking, forget, then burned and wasted, the loss is more than 5 thousand. Or it could be, when the cuisine is cooked, the children even lose the appetite, and asked to buy ketoprak or something, so the money 5 thousand abis also, tired of cooking is not appreciated by family members.

Especially bargain with bad language. "Fish like this, it's not fresh, fish like this, the remnants are already ugly like this,"

Speech is prayer. After the deal is bought, it could be that the fish did bring the eater to be not fresh, or the fish brought bad for the eater. Be careful with your tongue, someone's prayers thrill the sky, bad words can shake the sky.

I recently tried to consistently apply to never bid on small traders. By writing this, I am not not understood with the consequences, will many who judge "ahh good charity kok published, riya ', can not reward,"

Well, about the reward or not, let it be Allaah's business. if for writing this, I considered riya, then lose the reward for it, I sincerely. Just hope, hopefully this writing can caress many other hearts, then be consistent to never again bid to small traders.

Let's start, build a small merchant economy.

When we are still huddled in an air conditioned room, at 3 am, when the body is still wrapped by a fragrant blanket and soul dibuai dreams, the old mother fish traders were wallowing with the aroma of fish, lifted basin basin fish, touched ice cubes, , etc. It's not an easy life.

What harm would it be if we were overpaid, or at least, not bidding on the price he had set.

In life, I feel, always given surprise surprise by Allaah, The Owner of the whole kingdom.

In these 3 days, Due to busy work, writing, I did not get to upload photos of my sales, but someone still buy the product I once uploaded, transaction 1.620.000. I can fortune 120ribu. Alhamdulillaah. But Allaah bestows His love by moving the heart of the shirt buyer to transfer more. he transferred 2.2 million. Untung 120ribu turned into 700 thousand.

This morning, buyers of books from banjar masin, transfer 300ribu, should only 121ribu. Again, Allaah sent his affection in an unexpected way.

Is this great fortune the fruit of my prayers?

Not necessarily.

This could be a prayer from the mother of the fishmonger, or the father of the tofu seller, or the mother of the seasoning hobbyist, or the old father of the banana seller, etc. who ever traded the sale and purchase with me.

When we do not bargain, they sincerely say "thank you".

"Thank" and "love". They accept. Then the angels fly their prayers, knock on the door of heaven, and we abundance "His love".

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Is not it obvious, there is no partition between dhuafa and his Rabb, that the prayer of the poor, the prayer of the pauper, is a prayer capable of knocking on the sky door.

Then why are we able to give gifts to friends who give birth for hundreds of thousands, or buy re-gifts of hundreds of thousands of the children's friends who celebrate the birthday in the mall, they are already rich, gift gift hundreds of thousands that they can buy their own.

While we are counting on those who have mortgaged hours of sleep and energy, those who dragged by the current fate of his cruel fate to just looking for money as a provision for survival.

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I am very sure of all the teachings in the value that I believe. When we ease the affairs of people, Allaah will ease our business. When we give one, Allaah will reply hundreds of times. Replies fortune not only in the form of measurable material. Can be in the form of a heart that always happy. Although simple, but heart