Adulthood is a Trap

I remember when I was just a kid and all I wanted was to grow up, it actually feels just like yesterday and now.... All I want is to be a kid 1s more.
Growing up, I had everything an average kid could ask for.. And most especially, I great family. Hard working mum and a diligent dad, he had a Graceful touch to everything /everyone
I always wanted to make them proud so I worked harder with each step and smarter with each experience. It made me a better person and outstanding in whatever I do.
It's was go good that a got promoted 3 times in 6 months of employment and everything was looking find and bright
Until that that faithful day
As usual, I had two weeks task already planned out and I was working very hard to accomplish it. Seems like I worked too well because I finished it in a week and unfortunately, no other task was assigned to me. In my workaholic nature, I took up an online course to pass time and then I finished 3 weeks class in 3 days and had to wait for a week for them to release the next week lectures
Then I knew the true meaning of boredom and that I truly had nothing I was living for... I was practically existing and not living.. Not friends to hang out with or spend time with, I was far away from my family and I was indeed empty...

Then I started reflecting on my past...and asking questions like
How did I get here...
What happened to me...

Yeah, just few days ago I was a kid, living, loving, and enjoying life... Now I can hardly tell the meaning of those words.

I know we all want a better life... More money, cars, gifts, vacations and all
But don't lost yourself on the quest of finding yourself.

It's funny how I created a trap and named it Adulthood. How can I break free from myself