𝕮𝖗𝖚𝖊𝖑 𝕯𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖓𝔂 2/3

nagiss (32)in #fiction • 6 years ago (edited)

Jimin felt the water wet his body, he was sure that this time if he could commit his objective, this time he would end his life, maybe he would be reborn as a woman and could be with Cory without being pointed out, without being judged for loving someone of his Same sex, he did not ask to be born man, he did not ask for those feelings, he just wanted to love without restrictions, he just wanted to enjoy the caresses that Cory gave him, his kisses, his devotion and although he hated to worry him, he could not avoid doing such acts He was tired of going to the psychologist, his parents thought he was sick because he liked a man and that was the solution, he hated them. The water in the tub overflowed wetting the floor of the bathroom, naked inside it, felt the water entering through his nostrils, was unpleasant, as the passage of oxygen was cut off to make way for the water, his ears were filled, the water began to run inside his body, opened his mouth in an attempt to breathe but only managed to swallow water, fear took over again. He came out of the water coughing the liquid that entered his mouth, he felt pathetic for not achieving his goal, he left the tub taking the phone that was ringing again.

He knew that Cory was worried but he did not want to talk to him and show him another pathetic part of him, he would answer one of his messages to calm him down, but as if destiny was tired of his suicide attempts when he sent the message with the title "I'm fine" he slipped on the wet floor hitting hard on the nape of the neck, a blow that he thought was weak but that took his life by accomplishing his task without wanting to.

Cory walked at a rapid pace through the cold streets and in his carelessness, collided with a group of boys who did not look good, at a certain moment they threw themselves at Cory who, being so many against him, could not defend himself. They beat him in the face, they kicked him, they insulted him, it seemed that those men were drugged, he let them play with his body until quenching the thirst that he often had too, maybe that was a punishment for getting involved in street fights, but what more could do? He had parents who were never there for him, they did not give him love, they did not care about him, nobody except Jimin, his little Jimin as fragile as roses, he swore to protect him as Jimin did in his time, Jimin had to be happy, he had to save him from the darkness in which he fell because of him, if Jimin had not known him they would not have fallen in love and no one would hurt him, people did not understand them, because they had to be born in a world of such closed minds, thick tears bathed their Face, I did not understand why, but his heart beat fierce in his chest and a bad feeling overtook him.

When his attackers finally left him, he felt his phone vibrate motivated to an incoming message, "I'm fine" he read Jimin's message but his heart had not stopped trembling, he got up from the ground, he had to see it, he walked faster he could, but once again fate was not on his side, because at the moment of crossing the street a reckless car ran over him, the rebound of his body alarmed the people who were on the street, his vision was clouded and he could only see his Jimin's smile before his life ended on the asphalt of that dark avenue.

Ryan decides to accompany Danny to his house, saying goodbye to the rest, walking hand in hand through the dark streets, away from the sight of the curious, Danny has a bad feeling, his heart is nervous since Cory's departure and the absence of Jimin, pray that they are well, Ryan by his side is aware of the concern of his partner, he does not like to see him like that, just as he does not like how his own father despises him, he is his son and still despise him for his sexual preference, when will they understand that nobody asks to fall in love with anyone? It is something that only happens. He stops his step causing Danny to do it too.

-- What happens? - question

He does not get an answer, he is only aware of Ryan's lips on his and how the kiss may correspond, which gradually increases in intensity, the shock against the wall of that street surprises him, Ryan never kisses him in public, admits that the adrenaline that he feels is immense and makes him forget where they are, corresponds the kiss with the same need as Ryan, who is lost in the sea of sensations that he feels having Danny so close to him, his hands travel to his waist, where desperately looking for the edge of another's pants. He desires it so much that he sends the devil his judgment, when he manages to open the zipper he puts his hand inside, touching in the process the already erect member of Danny who moans at his touch, he knows that it is dangerous, but he does not care just want to touch him and Make him feel good, and that's what he achieves when the moans get stronger as his hand takes on speed while his mouth savors his tanned neck, Danny also wants to make him feel good but the spasms he feels in his body make him useless and alone he lets himself be done by Ryan, who smiles at the attempts of his partner, knows he wants it but, he will not take it in that dark and disgusting alley, he is very valuable to be taken as a vile creeping harlot, so when Danny finishes in his hand tastes its essence under the embarrassed look of Danny, and then accommodate his clothes by silencing the protest that he knows will come from those lips.

Just a few meters away from Danny's house, Ryan gives him a quick kiss before leaving and promising to take him to a better place and finish what they started, smiling Danny looks forward to tomorrow, but with what again both do not They counted is that when Danny arrives at his house, the fight between his parents continues, he stays in the doorway listening to the pleas of his mother, who defends him from the beast of his father, who alleges that his son is an aberration because of his negligence, that it is his fault that his son is a fag, and that he just waits for him to come and beat him to death for those absurd ideas, his mother in tears asks the man not to be hard on his son, that he is A good boy, and who should love him as he was, Danny wrings his heart before the words of his beautiful mother and his ruthless father.

But what exhausts his patience, is the blow he hears inside the room, observes how his father for the first time hits his mother in a brutal way that surprises him, therefore he does not know how his body reacts when he takes a bottle of table, and enters the place giving her to her father, who is wobbled by the sudden blow, anger blinds him and his actions speak alone, when with the rest of the broken bottle stabs again and again the body of his father, Without listening to the cries of his mother who between tears asks him to stop. Danny only comes back to himself when he feels the thick liquid bathing his hands, visualizes the figure of his father, who is losing his life before his eyes, cannot believe what he has done but does not feel guilty about it, he only feels fear for what he may happen now.