MY SCAR, MY PRIDE

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I smiled as I saw life gradually eject out of him
For every scream he released
I gave pose of gratitude
He wailed,I danced
Mourned,I laughed
What could be sweeter than this
Revenge, the sweetest morsel to the mouth that was cooked by hell
This sweet feeling with a bitter taste
And so silence emerged
For he left and I was more than glad
So I clapped, for number three was successfully deleted.
I forgave him after he was drained of life

I am 16
But my pain is older than my existence
My suffering,longer than river mile
I will forgive my tormentors but not after they are drained of life.

They took my innocence five times before 14
Denied me freedom since I was nine
Killed my hope and set my visions ablazed
Burned mummy alive and left me listening to motivations and forgiving their sins
I will forgive my tormentors but not after they are drained of life

Tears clouded my visions as I watched number 5 go the same way others did
I liked her a bit
She showed compassion at least
But she partook in evil
Inflicted scars on this body that was no longer mine
And so she must go
Side by side,number 6,her father
Who killed me before my real death arrived
And imprisoned me for killing their plans
And now I have committed the murder I was imprisoned for
What happened?
I grew tired of waiting for God to intervene
Patience left my soul
And so I did God's work for him
I have left this earth and
I don't regret paying them double their coins
But what I can't bear is this pain that never vanishes
And this fear that has become my new shadow
I realized late that an eye for eye will make the whole world go blind
And that the best revenge is to be unlike him who committed the injury

Listen to the voice that says
Vengeance is mine,I will repay (Rom 12vs19)