The day you lost everything
FEELINGS:
The day when you realize that things aren't the way they used to be, the day when you feel you've lost it all.
It's the day you can't wake up with a smile, because you couldn't shut an eye due to all the pain.
Its the day when you cant walk your child to school, even if its only 400m from home, and halfway, your child says to you:" Daddy, its Ok, i will walk the rest alone, go back home, when she is only 8.... and has ADD
It's the day you are no longer independent, but need to depend on others....
It's the day you cry to a stupid song...
It's the day you have tears in your eyes, when you see others smile, laugh, dance, jump, play with their kids and have fun, but you are stuck behind your window, your little prison, just looking at them....
It's the day when you look back at life, and wonder how You did things the way you did, and now is only but an unrealistic memory.
Its the day your family disbelieves you, and has a laugh at it :"You can't be sick".....
Its the day you sit at home, all alone, you and your 4 walls....
It's the day that you get so sick, that you don't know where its leading to....
Its the day, you have no more answers, to all the questions....
it's the day when you wonder, if you will see your child grow up...
It's the day, when you realize that materialistic things have no meaning, that money is just paper, and not even money can buy you good health...
but just wishing that you can have 'one more' day of just being YOU, Who you were as a person, a happy person, amongst friends and family.... not in pain, not sick, no worries and no regrets. Just a normal life......
You don't know what you have, until it's gone....
It's the day when YOU miss YOU!
But we keep on fighting, no matter what! No matter how Big the battle is, you try to smile, and try to make others happy, and you Love unconditionally.........
I enjoyed your post and ironically i posted my intro about the same sort of experience, feel free to have a look and i voted up and followed. Keep up the good work.
Hi, Thank you. where is your post?
i have copied the link for you hope you like it. Thanks
https://steemit.com/introduction/@gameywatchman/my-introduction-and-why-i-killed-my-life-at-39
how did you add your picture in it? cant remember how i did it before....... jeez. what a bad day again
The picture in the article was done by taking a photo from another site like you tube and copying the location by right clicking and pasting the photo address in the insert picture box, is that what you were refering to? hope that helps
i did this and used Imgur that hosts the pic, but the link that i had to copy does not get accepted in steamit post now. just leaves it blank
You have selected copy address or copy location on the picture you want to use.
so what am i doing wrong? what should i do?
I'm no expert unfortunately but i managed to work out if i uploaded my photos to my you tube channel as a slideshow i could transfer pictures from my computer and store them. When i need to use one i right click and select copy location. i put the cursor back on the blog i am writing and i go to the menu and select the insert picture tool/button and paste, then i select the tick at the end of the box and my picture appears where the cursor was. The first picture posted is the one that is selected for the thumbnail i think. That is all i do but there are dedicated sites for doing this possibly called steemed.com, not sure. hope that helps
i went the same method. might be something to do with my network.... I will figure it out some day. Thanks for advise