Power to you Anouk - I love your energy and your determination, and what's more I know how important it is to make a point of taking control back after you've wasted precious years on some socio/psychopath paranoid personality waste of space.
As far as wanting to make a difference, kicking old habits to the curb and starting to make drastic improvements in any way I can manage, we are on the same page. You are going to be the first person I follow. In fact this is the first thing I've written so far. I still haven't figured out how to set up my profile picture, cover or anything else for that matter. I have yet to introduce myself, but I had to say good luck.