I am so glad you are okay and have decided to keep moving forward. I was really worried about you. Please remember this will always be about you and your son, no one can forever take him away from you, he'll be waiting and expecting you on the end of this journey whether it happens soon or later on. You will always be bonded together as father and son, no one can ever take that away indefinitely. Please keep us updated, will be anxiously awaiting to hear from you again.