since I joined I have followed your personal history, every time you share it, I think you should remember all the comments I leave you, at the beginning trying to give you support so you know that you are not alone and that the community is not only read articles of suffering, but also emotional support. And yes, about what you share, I affirm, several of us here do not use the money to acquire luxuries but try to channel our primary needs, and at least in my case 50 $ which is what I got by sharing my story will be destined to distribute food to street children