Well, when we spoke about me writing a book.. after a while we agreed it should be more than 1 book.. and after things got really scary due to government inteference, we agreed this was so sick that it could be filmed one day.. scary shit, let me tell you.. these things I wrote until now are sick,twisted,scary,painful but what I don't write about yet is even worse.. I still cannot dive back into that period as it scared the shit out of me for years after (until this day)