Little girls

We are women, but i do really think that we are still girls. That's why we all want children, to have to play with somebody.
Remember the days we played with dolls? That's the images we remember all our life. I think we think that children are our dolls and we are a little bit disappointed when they grow up.
They should stay our babies all their life , but they don't.
Unfortunately, we must understand that, if we can. Most of us can, but there are some of us that cannot.
Because of the fact that we are just a little girls, you should understand us how much are we disappointed when our children grow up and go from our house (shelter) to their new life. It is tremendous stress for us.
Let's begin from our wedding.
We married to our husbands and we know that it will be a fairy-tale and that we live life full of love and joy. Than, we got pregnant and we have a baby. And that's the moment we knew that we will be happy mothers all our life. Than, we struggle, don't sleep while the baby is young and trying to find time for us. But, still love the baby with all our harts and cry when the baby cries, and sleep when the baby sleeps.
That is very big sacrifice, but we like that, and we wanted that. We still love our family and our hart is the biggest in the world.
Than, there is a problem. Our Love found someone else, and he said that he was neglected. But WE HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF OUR CHILDREN. He is the father...he should help us, not betray us. Our life become to have big holes in it, but we still love our children. They still depend of us and we are their life guards and protectors.
We still have our home.
Than, after years, we become old and alone. The children has gone, and we stayed in our home alone. We are now very lonely. We are happy because of our children, but we are not happy because of us...ow, we forgot us...all these years we weren't important. There was someone else at the first place, we weren't at the first place for a long time..for very very long time. We forgot how does it looks like.
And what to do now? What to say? What to do? How to find new friends? New people to talk to. We start to think about our school days, about our old friends and we are trying to find them. But, most of them we can't recognize,some of them died and some of them can't recognize us.
But we still trying, it seems it is not time to die, it seems it is not..