Definitely upvoted and followed. This was a very deep and honest article about yourself. Thanks for opening up. We all have room to grow, especially when we are within a family, we must enjoy those moments to the fullest and always strengthen the relationship. I'm glad you were able to take a step away from your self-pressured anxieties and aim for perfection beyond perfection. Your kids and family have a great father it seems, and that's a beautiful thing.