I guess I know how you feel. Around September last year, I leased 3000sp for about three or four months... I am so happy with the boost of my SP... Upvote worth is so much higher... And I can upvote more posts... The feeling is super awesome... And when I stopped the leasing, immediately I have the similar reaction as yours... I think my VP dropped dramatically... But not to the extent of zero. I had to stop upvoting too. You are so much more discipline. I have to stop myself from visiting people's posts or else I would have clicked the thumbs up! And then I would feel so bad because the worth was so so so tiny... 😂
But overall it's a good experience of having a big boost in the SP and feel it. Kinda like motivated me to "swim harder"! 😉😎💪❤️

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