Trust me
When I was more youthful I used to be verbally harassed. All through my youth diverse young ladies would come up to me and call me names and ridiculed me. There were a ton of young ladies who did that yet just three hurt me the most (we should envision their names were "A", "B" and "c"). The young lady "A" which was the first verbally and physically (a few times) tormented me for three long years; the young lady "B" used to be my companion until one day she discovered that she was a lot more joyful on the off chance that she ridiculed me with a portion of my cohorts; and the young lady "C" was the to top it all off... she (verbally) tormented me for nine long, long years. She wanted to see me cry. Once she said that she was the most joyful young lady ever in light of the fact that she made me cry.
When we were on tenth grade, the young lady "A" messaged me this immense message saying 'sorry' to me, saying that I didn't merit what she did and said to me, so I excused her and now we are great companions. I turned out to be extremely close with young lady "B" about a year after she quit tormenting me... she was sorry and we acted like nothing occurred. Also, the young lady "C" never apologized and never will since she abhors me for reasons unknown (she said it herself) however despite everything I pardon ever despite the fact that she doesn't need my absolution.
Try not to hold feelings of resentment. Figure out how to pardon individuals and you will see that you will feel greatly improved. Trust me!