hard to think of a brother who does not work in the village

This night feels empty that I feel because it always reminds the brother who was occupied that again hard to work and I am very sad also that my brother felt at the time he was a college never too sometimes did not have time to eat because of gara thinking about college but alhamdulillah finished college but now brother I find it harder to even think about a job that is now very difficult to get the job done