And I also lean toward the idea that something better awaits if we can all break out of our conditioning, although the whole fractal idea implies that we keep going on this Rollercoaster over and over forever no?

Yes I also lean towards the idea that something better awaits us so I will tell you my perception of what that would mean in a holographic reality. The multiplicity of fracticality and a holographic reality would be created as a self-similar interpretation of something real that exists outside the constraints of space and time .. and so in this understanding, there must also exist a prime scintilla of self that exists outside the perception of the ego. Some may call this a higher self or spirit that exists within us .. but also outside of us, when the ego (the body) dies the spirit will return from whence it came and to where it is eternally connected/tethered (remember every aspect of this understanding is intimately connected to a greater whole) .. this could be termed as heaven. Indeed within this understanding heaven is the prime reality that has birthed all realities and possibilities. That said, perhaps we are held here until we have attained a high enough vibratory frequency and this may take multiple lives and indeed multiple expressions of our consciousness. As alluded to in this post .. this frequency is raised by our actions and interactions on this physical plain. I hope that makes sense, it's a bit difficult to put across .. but when I write about it I will have taken the time to break it down and express it in a way that is immediately comprehensible. But yes, within this understanding there is something greater that exists outside (but is intimately connected) to our reality sphere and something greater that resides within and outside of each of us and equally a higher self that exists outside of the holosphere.