love this and the comments that your post brought up (lots of great stuff for other steemians, too!). resteemed at the hearth and i, wren, have been sitting with this post since i read it. wanted to say that i experience a pretty heavy depression in my 20s and i think those are some hard formative years. your self awareness and obvious desire for growth will definitely see you through! know that everyone who seems to have it all together most likely doesn't (who does?!) and even as we grow, there's always more "to work on"... evolution ("the work/self growth/whatever") doesn't stop while we're here on earth school so even though certain things are "figured out".... more always needs to get worked on. for me and ini, our relationship is working out some really difficult kinks (generational patterns) that are really hard lately... and on a personal level my moods are swinging up and down. though certain things in life may look more figured out for us, they're still in process and can be difficult. much love to you! you're on the right track <3