"DO I REFER MORE CHOICE OR LESS CHOICE IN MY LIFE" (In the Response of Ecotrain Weekly Question)

Hello my Beloved steemians,

After a very long time i got a very significant question for my life, which is through by @ecotrain community. This question is very significant for me, because from a long time i'm trying to give a up a very bad habit from my life, but i failed. In the response of this question hope i will got some very valuable suggestion from some great person on steemit community.

Let's started with some funny and tragedy example of my life. From childhood i was very curious, always used to make angry to my Dad asking randomly question. Not only my but also everyone was so much Bothered upon me for my questioning mentality. I was always hesitated to making final choice or final decision and still i have this very bad habit.

I always confused making any decision or choose anything, it is really quite impossible to choose anything for me within very short time or making any decision within very short time. This is not my major problem my major problem is there i feel everything is better for me, everything is very perfect for me, my mind is always switched one decision to another decision, always fail to justify the best one for me.

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I realised this think in my teenage. where i lived there were a very big playground, when i was playing cricket football was paying my attention if someone use to played football there, In the mean time i skip the cricket game and started to playing football. Basically i have no any specific choice. Let's see another example, normally i was used to buy daily food, vegetable, fish and meat for my family, My mother always gave me a list of item, although having list i was spend a maximum time to buy those item. Because i felt confused to choice the best one, in the end i was able to buy the worst item. Still i'm very uncomfortable with this bad habit. My mind always refer multiple choice but always fight with my mind to make it less.

When there is option to choose anything from multiple option, It is really quite impossible for me choose anything from there. Now i'm 28, steel i'm unmarried, it will be really very difficult to choice my life partner for me.