My Lies Keep Me Hidden

soverignpoet (38)in #earthnation • 7 years ago

My Lies Keep Me Hidden!
I hide deep inside!

I bury myself under all of the layers!
I'm frozen in ice!

Why do I want to hide?
I do not want to be hurt this time around!
The fear feels more like my home than the Love and Light!

If I stay frozen I do not have to relive the pain again!
If I stay frozen I stay with my ancient friends!
I don't even know who I am, so why would I share that with you?
How do I know that I can trust you?
If I let you feel me will you like the real me?

The Queen of Ice rolls the dice!
She wants to Ice Skate!
She wants to seal my fate!

She does not know how much she wants to be free!
Will you come and rescue me?

Dark Feminine!
You have been my best friend!
You kept me in terror with your gifts!
I know that you were just trying to help!
You do not know how to take care of yourself!
How can you take care of everyone else?

I do not need you anymore!
I am a big girl and can take care of myself!

-DDP 2/25/18

Photo Credit: Ella Sommer

#poet #esoteric #writing #blog

7 years ago in #earthnation by soverignpoet (38)

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barge (61) 7 years ago (edited)

If I stay frozen I do not have to relive the pain again!
If I stay frozen I stay with my ancient friends!
I don't even know who I am, so why would I share that with you?
How do I know that I can trust you?
If I let you feel me will you like the real me?

...and I wonder...

I might then never feel anything at all
I might cut myself off from the 'new', from learning
Indeed, how could you in that case?
I don't think that can be known until you can trust yourself to trust that you know
There is only Unconditional Love behind it all (IMHO) - will I like you?...frankly I don't know coz I don't know you (and what about you to yourself?), but there is Love for you and no action is required on your part to deserve it, nor can it ever be taken away!

Yes divine feminine, may you bloom blossom and flower!!!

🕉

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soverignpoet (38) 7 years ago

Thank you! This is about having unconditional love for all aspects of myself. I write a lot about my dialogue with all of my parts. It's a beautiful organic process <3.

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ensteemit (47) 7 years ago

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