I feel you 100% on feeling lost!! But I think society pushes us to focus so much more on our final destination than on the journey it takes to get there. It is okay to be a little bit selfish sometimes, as you said in the video when it comes to making sure your mental health is up to par so you can continue to be creative and make the journey as enjoyable as possible. I hope you feel more inspired/motivated soon, I really enjoyed your video! <3