The good old days when I could enjoy video games. Now I feel like wasting my time when I play them.
That feeling comes when you really embrace that you should not waste 1 hour in your life.
But then again I played video games since I was 5 years old so after 22 years of gaming I really have better things to do.
I actually stopped playing video games in September of 2017 for the same reasons as you did. Felt like I was wasting my time, wasting valuable opportunities to make money etc. But my friends encouraged me to try it and I enjoy it for now (will probably quit in the next few months anyway). And I've found a way to incorporate it into my schedule in order to maintain producitvity.
Gaming is great if you have people to enjoy it with, it can be a very nice reward, however, e-sport games are not a lot of fun when you do not dedicate multiple hours per day into them.
Casual games are played once and alone.
Sucks.