You're a blessing too!! I think 3-5 minutes is a good place. lol. Rarely anything brings me to true happiness. Its constantly overshadowed by my constant struggles. It doesn't get better and here I wait. It takes every bit of me to just walk. So a constant reminder of what I'm limited to doing. I mean last year this time I was hiking. ACTUALLY hiking..I don't know what that feels like anymore. I've lost faith in this country, our medical system and this world.