There is a fine line. Why are you frustrated so? It's ok. I understand. Maybe in a different way. In the end omg... i swear I was tping In the end, when you said like the song "in the end", any ways; continuing, creepy. lololololol. but In the end frustration is frustration. It's hard to just be positive. You have to make yourself go outside, take a ride, enjoy some sun. Make yourself get a new hobby; something that gives some kind of peace; like some artist who paint. You are everything and anything you want and will be. You just always make choices on the side of good and what's right and you'll be ok. Life is one big obstacle course. It never stops coming but the lessons learned in life experience if you weather the storm. If you ever need to chat, we can video call!!! whenever. Discord has video chat. I don't like seeing you frustrated/depressed. maybe there's a solution to whatever is consuming you. Just try to breath and put steps to help yourself feel postive. it's not easy. surround yourself with positive things. much luv lady