thanks you for your words and the support my friend!
I have my doubts for record this videos cause i was a little bit ashamed about this situation here, its very sad but well I feel that I need to share to the world about this stuffs in my personal experience, few weeks ago I write this similar post for speak to the world how I was feeling about this, so if you wanna take a look, be my guest:

https://whaleshares.io/adsactly/@nahupuku/a-real-life-story-about-myself

Yes its very intense anexiety moment for us waiting for help, you know, here we have 20 years of suffering this "fake socialism" but its worst since 5 or 6 years ago... like a hell, so I wish the same for my people here. I hope all the stuffs will be better. Cause I can´t scape from here so I have to resist and live this situation too. :( very complex my friend, thanks a lot btw for write this lines, blessings to you.