I confess I do have a record sheet a mile long / coming from one of the most corrupt counties in america smack dab in the bad-lands GI all the way up to Chicago i must say ,though ,it’s my malfunction badge of courage that I survived the filth around here & if it wasn’t for the Internet & people like Ed / I’s probably be locked up for to this day; instead of working towards finally releasing a wealth of knowledge Who the real criminals are (?) Sometimes I feel the only reason I’m still alive is because I’ve been out of the public eye for so long & have kept quite about my life growing up in a multigenerationally shinny on the outside drugged to the hilt on the inside,family—— the courage is working its way .......( HOPE ) [hope I can sell this house & get the hell out of steal city so I feel a little more comfortable making a statement ( that I pray will heal my soul )will be ready an able for my descendants or any future future selves ; to comprehend why they are rid of the curse of the fathers the fates cooked up for me that nearly ended or may ,me ]