Amen brother I know your pain all to well!

I say depression is just the bottle neck of creative energy, let it flow! Take that lack of motivation and apply it, holding myself back has always seemed like the same amount of energy exertion as the act of creation just with a lack of accomplishment. My trick, just do it.... I have cried on camera ffs sometimes I just need to get it out and I find nothing helps more then creation itself whether it’s a video, article or just a freaking picture.

As for the life situational loop, we must struggle and no life worth living comes easy! Whether you can make your dream of DTube come to reality will be determined by how much your willing to endure to better your stance, as anything in life really. We all must work for a living, taking the days off to recover are necessary yet we also must consistently move towards our dreams even taking the time to recover to make a dream become reality! Use those “down” times for planning on something you can work on piece by piece rather than one larger project, or like this video keep it short and sweet, fairly simple! The most successful people in this world are considered workaholics but really their work is also their passion, this IMO is the key!

Suggestion, as my grandfather would say:
“Get your house in order, get your troops together, build a plan, execute!”
He was a military man but it seems to always apply. House would be your living/financial situation, ability to have the time needed while still being secure. Your troops are obviously a fair ways away thus the house needs to account for this. Sounds like you already have the plan and troops are ready depending on the house. So get your house together how ever possible and execute!

Loved the intro Btw, can’t wait to see the comedic storyline if I want it to be 😅

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