So profound! "...victims to build a psychological unconscious knees like a madman" The psychic aggregates (egos) that we build unconsciously are what drive our personas to flail knees like a madman at times. Willpower beaten down by drugs, officialdom, false narratives, technological distractions... We need to be Consciously awake in the moment, fully aware of our spiritual Being and the Beings of others. Only then will we end our suffering.

I feel the pain and despair that lies underneath your words even if my American intellectual translation cognizance cannot sift the sentences properly. Peace.