Mav, Always good to see your name in my feed. Takes some big bollocks to keep fighting on after all you've been through so big respect bro.
Good luck with the new doc and keep up with the dream diary. I look forward to the dreams with the hot girls in ;-)
Thanks Nathan. It has been a hard battle but I'm still here.
I'm feeling a bit better these days and although I cried in my sleep I felt a good when I woke up as if a weight has been lifted when I thought of forgiving myself.