We get blinded by what we need to do to live, this causes us to lose focus on what we really want to do. If you can't stop thinking about it, then you should chase it until you achieve it. Never stop fighting for what you want! Start somewhere even when you feel like you don't have what you need. I have a dream to be a director and for 2018 I am going to do just that! All I have is a canon t6i and a computer. No fancy lenses, no fancy software, no fancy audio and lighting equipment, but everyone has to start somewhere until you get better.