I'm glad I could make you smile, and thank you so much I really appreciate it (: I think the ones whove passed can feel our pain. My friends husband killed himself a couple years ago, leaving behind a son. She catches her son talking to him every now and then, and sometimes when shes alone she swears she can feel him, and then a toy goes off or something falls and to anyone else it sounds silly but the feeling you get when it happens is so overwhelmingly indescribable, you'll only understand once it's happened to you. Fuck what anyone else may think, it's your writing. Don't hold back(: