"a heavy death".

I woke feeling sluggish

With

no recollection of the night before

no clue as to why the long unrefreshing sleep

and

the reasononing as to why I was unwakeable in the first place.

my chest felt heavy as I turned the key in the lock

Pounding blood rushed to my ears

out there I was safe

so out there I fled

but then-

the cryptic mind control started to seize, and I regained consciousness, memory came flooding back to my brain which uttered sweet sounds into my ears

"it's a trap"

dont leave

you are good here

just take a moment and relax

the pseudopersonality version of me smiled at herself in the mirror, knowing her worth and her capabilities 

As I watched

from the inside

dying a heavy death