I feel for you @long888 and for all OFW's who can only dream about coming home and finding a job that can pay for expenses. They say dreams are how our subconscious reminds us of what we value and wish for in our life. It can be really difficult but mao kini ang gitawag nga gugma. This is LOVE in action. You do all these for love of family. And love involves sacrifice, courage, selflessness.

There is a time for everything. Maybe this is not yet the time to give up your job in KSA. Your family still needs your support. But believe me, the time will come when you can be with them. Ampo lang gyud. Remember, you are your family's hero my friend.