Let me remember - the constant battle with our minds - writings by Lily Zara

Let me go back, Let me remember.
I want to feel the agonizing pain;
I want to vanish into darkness;
I want to drown into my yesterdays.
So, Let me go back, Let me remember.
There was a time when I had nothing;
There was a time when I felt nothing;
But it was the time I believed in something.
Let me go back, Let me go back.
I want to see her mysterious eyes;
I want to hear her give out a sigh;
I want to know she’s still mine.
So, please...
Let me go back, Let me remember.
So I can tell her how much I love her;
How much I miss her;
How much I need her.
No one but her, she is the only one who knows;
I’ve watched her soul pour out in pieces,
Slowly dragging, slowly dying.
Please let me go back, let me remember,
Until she has nothing left to give me;
Nothing left to remember.

Originally written on April 10, 2013