My first time on DMT

I'm going to be talking about my first time on DMT, it didn't really go as I had planned, but we learn from our mistakes. I had tried other psychedelics before trying DMT, namely, LSD and 25i-NBoME, which is why I decided to try this, since I love the way LSD makes my mind work. 

I had ordered 200mg of DMT, after I had it, I decided to dive right in and see what it was about, at the time I was on a Skype call with a friend of mine (and sharing screens on teamviewer)... Let's call him John. I didn't have a scale so I had no way of knowing if it was really 200mg, underweight, or heavier, but most importantly, I couldn't measure my dosage. The recommended beginning amount is somewhere between 10mg-15mg, however, since I was fond of acid I thought I could handle atleast 50mg, so I divided it into 4 equal lines.

I had ordered a pipe to smoke it with, but I checked my messaged and unfortunately he didn't ship to my country, but I didn't want to find another or go out and buy one from a store, so, I started googling on if it was safe to snort DMT, there aren't alot of posts about it, but most said that they have tried and they had a wonderful experience, even if the burn is nothing like other drugs (such as MDMA).

Okay, snorting it is... I had the line on my phone and I had my rolled up note ready, I was expecting the comeup to take atleast 2 minutes, as Erowid says 3-5 minutes, but of course that's for smoking DMT, I had no idea what was in store for me. I snorted it, and immediately I place my laptop on my bed and lay on it as to not to fall off my chair, which can happen when you're basically in another world.

After literally 30 seconds, it gets to me, as I was looking at my laptop's screen, it starts to melt infront of my eyes, unlike anything I had experienced even on 900ug of LSD. I turned to John laughing and said "5 minutes my ass dude...". He asked how it was and I told him that so far it was good, less than 20 seconds after this, I look at my screen, and he had pulled up pictures of gore (which I can tolerate, but... Not this time) as soon as I saw the pictures, I dived into a bad trip, my blue-colored room was becoming red and green, and my window that was half open was suddenly gone from my vision.

I was tripping so hard and all I could say to him was "I don't like this, I don't like this" and he replied "Sorry, buddy, you're going to have to sit through it now", all I could think to myself was "I need a cigarette to calm down", I tried getting up off my bed, and fell back onto it. I couldn't really tell seconds from minutes at this point and it seemed I had been tripping for an hour already, even though not even 2 or 3 minutes had passed. I tried getting up again and managed to get a cigarette and went outside to smoke it, there was an issue however, because my mother was home. I knew I would get caught if she saw me, but at the time it was worth the risk, if it actually helped the trip calm down.

The cigarette kept changing size and morphing into different shapes, so I just found myself smoking it with my hand on my face and eyes closed, trying to take deep breaths, suddenly I hear my mother saying "Have you been sleeping?", as I wasn't making any noise inside, I looked at her and said yes, but when she looked back at me she knew I was on something, I told her I wasn't and that I was just tired, finished the cigarette and went back inside.

I went lay on the living room couch, but I didn't know I had had forgotten the DMT on my desk, since it was only a 20-25 minute duration, I wouldn't even be out of my room (supposedly.. Thanks, John), my mother went into my room and found it, and came in shouting to the living room, which was all yellow around me and had a ton of nuclear symbols floating around (I know, right?), as I look to my mum, her body was normal but her face started turning to an E.T and I couldn't even respond to her at this point, I had no clue what was going on ... She told me to go take a cold shower to see if I calmed down, and I did, I was still tripping in the bathtub and every step of the way of the trip, somehow everything seemed to be 5x as fast (my movement, for example), but at the same time, time was slowing down and the whole trip felt like 3 hours to me.

It was one of the worst, and pretty much only bad experience I had on drugs, the second time I tried there was no John involved, and yes, it really is as magical as they say. If you ever find yourself trip-sitting someone that is on DMT, please don't do anything stupid like the above as they can quickly spiral into a bad trip, and unlike LSD, it isn't easy breaking out from one.

Thanks for hearing my story guys, safe travels =)