Sometimes I think my utopia is just a fantasy. It sounds really nice and cool to grow your own food, raise your own animals...etc. But once you're in it, you're like whoa, this is some major work! I was wwoofing (world-wide organization of farming or something like that) around UK and many of the places I visited were beautiful with people raising their animals, growing food, sustainable living...etc. But man, your a** is waking up daily at 6am letting the chickens out, picking weeds...and the work never ends. Gotta start slow though...I'll start with growing herbs and see how that goes!